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Expectations- snakes and ladders

We were taught monogamy and belief in it from the movies, so we expected ot. Had we been taught otherwise, there would have been no big deal in excepting the truth. We would have played a different game. It's a bit late to realise that men play Chess and women have the mindset of snakes and ladders. A nan sees himself as the king and is happy to have pawns and major characters sacrificed in his service. Any pawn that performs well can be made queen while queen having all the powers only serves in her kings best interest. The king only serves in his own best interest. Women don't know for many years of their lives that love is a competition. They keep looking for true love as if it is like Tajmahal that will stand out for centures and not fade away ever. That's how strong they want their love bond to be. They don't realise that as they age, more and more snakes are ready to bite their love story and send them back to the start. Had the women realused this earlier, they...

Full range

I ended up doing a very unique meditation. I started by focusing on feeling the two special points in the buttocks which then make the whole sitting posture very straight with ease. I started feeling the body pushing everything inwards and backwards as I stated imagening that my eyes were looking inwards. I started seeing the purple light in the third eye area, The light was moving like in a tunnel swirling and moving forward. I was chasing the light purple and the dark purple so I could see better. The light was super active, more than ever before snd sibreached this stage within minutes of starting the session with loudly saying moolmatra no more than three times, followed by deep breaths and then fast breaths from the thorax - backbside of upper abdomen. It felt like the hissing sound of guru was coming from that area and not from the throat at all. For the first time I asked in the session that I want to use my brain at the full capacity, my heart operating at maximum emotional i...