Why

Why some days you are not you? What happens to the confidence and where is the fire to go? You notice the negativity and lack of power to grow Why the tears ? As if there is nothing to look forward to And no places to go Who cut your wings? O, forever cheerful girl Where did you go? Who is this weak person that I don’t know? I don’t like wet cheeks This is no way to go The stabbing pain is crushing the willpower to know The urge to understand is gone Universal wisdom has become a foe How did the world change so much Like the sore foot from a tight shoe and a long road to go What am I moaning about I myself don’t want to know Who is this fool inside me? Who let me down so low? There is nothing I can do Just let the tears flow!

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