Celebration days! Like holidays! Persevered to perfect to earn my own respect Then sat down like I had enough Finally won what made me puff Is it a win? Or a smack on the chin? Prices so high, I can’t afford, I will die! Is this win providing all the answers Is it music for the soul or lancers? Should I take it or leave Would I smile or would I grieve? Decisions of life like cutting own skin with a sharp knife! Cut so deep Would I ever heal? Every win has a price It’s a roll of the dice!

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