I want to know

All I want is to know The nature of things and beings So I can predict the future The future that does come Slowly, surely, sneakily Did you notice? The flower that bloomed today Was a bud yesterday You know tomorrow the petals will Scatter on the ground, for sure It’s the cycle of things, I note I know these things, I understand But what to do with human mind That doesn’t decide Once decided, doesn’t stick to the decision? Why ii gluttons itself for punishment Punishment of uncertainty and unclarity What will be tomorrow Where will I live and make a safe world. Why warlike situation in peace? Changing home, not knowing where to plant my garden Enough uncertainty to kill me For I have already died enough times Stop the uncertainty For which cause I studied, got a job For which cause I married And gave birth to a lot For I wanted familiar and certain love Lots of it, forever! Alas! Uncertainty never left my side Invisible enemy, one of a kind Only because I want no change In some situations But it’s life Change is all it knows I want change, predictable slow change Then predict better; faster sinner! Said the unheard echo

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